MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM SILVER COTTAGE!
Last year at this time, it was a sad state of affairs. My son, my only child, had just died. Everything was colored with a dark pall. During 2014 my service dog died, my television died, my cat contracted stage 3 kidney disease, and all sorts of other problems presented themselves. It was bleak, but, thanks be to God, the pall has gradually lifted.
My son, Jason Beasley
Shortly before his death in 2013
One significant event was the interment of my son's ashes at Mount Calvary Catholic Cemetery, free of charge (thanks to the efforts of our bishop!) The Divine Liturgy that marked the occasion was exquisitely beautiful, respectful and uplifting. I really DID feel that "closure" people talk about when discussing funerals and services. I also began to feel an increase in gratitude, serenity and peace.
Throughout 2014, I received the assistance of several good friends in my church community who fed me, transported me and comforted me in my grief. Their steady companionship and love, in the spirit of Christ and his blessed mother, have strengthened me in my struggles, and I feel very blessed for the gift of their friendship.
Our Lady, Helper of Mothers
Icon located at Our Lady of Perpetual Help
Byzantine Catholic Church
Albuquerque, New Mexico
During this year, I have made progress, in fits and starts, in establishing my monastic prayer schedule. Due to illness, it is difficult to maintain.
I have always had an interest in languages, so have decided to learn Polish and Ukrainian (which is composed of 70% Polish words.) There are other languages I would like to learn, but I think I should stick to one at a time!
As my prayer life has deepened and increased, my prayer corners have also developed and taken on more space in my apartment. The one in the living room has a tiny little ceramic creche set on the table. This is the table where I used to have a television. A prayer corner is a much better idea!
The prayer corner in the back room is where I do all my formal prayers.
The icons spill over onto the adjoining walls:
...and in the corner!
Another pending project involves learning how to paint icons. Now, I have done a lot of painting in the past, and have sold a few things, but icons are another matter entirely. There is a well developed process of producing these beautiful windows into heaven. I have a couple of books to help me, and I am close to breaking out the acrylic paints and getting to work!
In addition to all of this, I will continue making baby blankets for donation to the Gabriel Project, perhaps some hats for the homeless, and some lace veils and scarves for ladies to wear to church.
It makes me very happy to have the wherewithal to learn some new things and to produce some works of art while helping others at the same time. God is truly blessing me abundantly, and my spirits are light.
All in all, aside from the difficulties in getting some of my needs met, it is a happy Christmas, full of love and peace and plans for the future. I pray that everyone is as happy as I am during this lovely time and that the joy of the Christ child is yours throughout the coming year.
God bless us, everyone!
Silver Rose Parnell
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